birthday!

I'm the controlled one. You, gone. Out to lunch. But shh.. baby! Don't Laugh. Tis' not funny. The vibrant fall of emotional state. I'm spiralling. When you speak my name. That tone. But shh.. baby! Don't Laugh. It's my birthday. Smile. Death. I'm about to throw up. Grr.. Loitering love and all the rest. Be the death of me. Breath and sunshine my sweets. It;s cold out tonight, but I want to be outside. It's freezing out tonight. Come warm me up.