Rock and Eye's encounter

An Eye and a Rock sat thinking on a park bench,
in the dew soaked morning of spring.
None had mouths so no words could be said.
And of course the Eye, being able to see,
raised himself up on a pedestal.
Rock couldn’t move,
Nor argue for that matter.

Eye wanted to leave the rock behind without so much as a blink.
Eye just didn’t understand that come sixty years, it would perish.
Tossed into the white abyss of blindness.

Ever arrogant Eye
didn’t think of the places Rock had been - not seen,
lost in the pyramids, lost in David’s sling
and lost.
Amidst all the terrible things
Eye had seen.

Rock was still a rugged virgin;
An innocent simply comfortable with existence.
And thought not of the morality of Goliath’s shattered skull.
And thought not of the broken limestone block.
And thought not of all the terrible things.
Although he would certainly miss Eye.

As the steam rose from the two objects lying on the park bench.
The tension in rock’s stillness rolled Eye back to its owner.
Rock stayed put.

PREDICAMENT

*Last lines of each stanze are from Langston Hughes- TOO BLUE

I had a dilemma,
A hiccup or two
no answer came.
What shall I do?

My brain:
built in complete disarray,
left me dumb.
What shall I say?

No solution came,
I just couldn’t understand
I began to rain.
Shall I take a gun and

follow the others
with suicide squeeze play,
games and
put myself away?

SHE GOT EATEN AND SPAT OUT, SHE DID

She sits and sips her coffee
Until it begins to drip drip drip
Drop, her paper falls flat on her table
startling the reader.

She looks around the room.
Expecting.
If only

She strikes a match
And lights her cigarette.
Holding it like Louise Brooks.

She tilts her glasses forward
And answers the unasked question
“Yes, there’s seven of those little fuckers and Mr. White doesn’t exist”

She tells the busboy her name is Snow.
But in reality that’s only a title.
A fairytale creature; a diner in Virginia.

She is present partially
Dazed
Expected from a woman without her seven counterparts.

She requests another coffee straight
Means another cigarette for a fiend.
Pity that Disney had already created a Beauty.

cool

You: Hey
Stranger: Hello ☺
You: ASL?
Stranger: 29. Female. West End
You: No way!
Stranger: What?
You: I’m James. 28. Male. Commercial @ Broadway
Stranger: Interesting ☺. My name is Sam. I’ve gotta go to work but text me @ 604- 295-7222. Pin: 5xt67v
You: I most definitely will.

“James would you come downstairs and set the table for dinner,” my mother, Jill, yells from the bottom of the stairs.
“Yeah, just give me a minute, I’ve got to do something.”
As I am walking down the stairs I decide to BBM Sam. It seems less invasive then a text message and more opportunity for conversation.
“Put your phone away and lay out the place mats,” my mother commands.
She doesn’t like the fact that I’m always contactable and my friends can talk to me at any hour.
“As a man of your day said, the times they are a changing,” I reply.

“Not hungry?” My mother asks as I twirl my spaghetti aimlessly.
“No.”
“It’s strange that you spend so much time talking on that phone and computer of yours but when it comes to the one time of the day when I see you, you have nothing to talk about.”
I leave the table without asking to be excused; I don’t need my mother to control who or how much I talk to people. These forms of communication were invented right? And therefore should be used.

“Give me your phone, until your finished studying for your math test,” my mother demands.
She believes that because she can’t multi task, it’s impossible for me to do so. “Too simulated,” she calls it. The only disadvantage to technology is it eats up time and before you know it, I’m saying goodnight to my friends on BBM and Facebook., finally letting my mind wander into a dream.

I wake up to the vibration of a new message from Sam saying, “Morning stud.” It’s comments like that, that make a Monday morning enjoyable. I wait until I get to school to text her back, the cool thing to do. With a blackberry at hand, it doesn’t matter where I am, I never feel restricted. My mom says the restrictions lie in personal interactions skills and how all my friends are merely virtual. She doesn’t understand that electronic conversations are just highlights of good conversation. There’s never an awkward pause or disgusted facial expressions, everything flows smoothly. With that in mind, I ask Sam what she’s doing this afternoon.

The recess bell rings and I’m the first one to leave the classroom. I catch a glance of Jason closing his locker. I pick up the pace.
“Jason, wait,” I yell from the other end of the hall.
He hears me and slowly leans back on his locker. Cool.
“You going to Kyle’s to play counterstrike this afternoon?” Jason asks.
“No. I’ve got better things to do.”
“Like, what?”
“I’ve got a date Jason, with a twenty eight year old“.
“Bull shit you do, what’s her name.”
“Sam.”
A rush of confidence runs through my spine, like Heroine, without the STI’s.

Sam sends me a message asking for my last name. Is this a good idea? Could she find out my identity? I go onto to my Facebook Page.
Networks: Main High school ‘11
Shit. I scroll through my friends. High school students. Double shit. I can’t tell her my last name, she’ll look up my profile and realize I’m a fraud. The anxiety starts to kick in so I raise my hand and ask to go the washroom. As soon as I leave the room I start to run. I vigorously swing the washroom door open to get a glimpse of my face in the mirror. Too young. I look around the room. Every 28 year old has five o’clock shadow. But maybe she’ll enjoy the smooth peach fuzz. Plain white t-shirt and blue denim. Respectable. But I need something more. A leather jacket? Too cliché. I hear a vibration and see a new message from Sam asking if we’re still grabbing coffee. Yeah for sure, I reply. I start to feel sick.

“Stomach problems?” my teacher asks as I walk into the classroom. The room fills with laughter and I realize that I was in the washroom for thirty odd minutes. Red face. How embarrassing. “I was talking to a 28 year old girl!” I reassure them. The laughter grows and even the teacher buries her face in her book. Red face. After a few minutes the lunch bell rang and everyone runs wild into the halls.

“How did you meet this girl anyway?” Jason asked.
“I told you, Omegle…tell me you know what omegle.com is… the chat room that links you up with a complete stranger.”
“That’s pretty weird dude. Sounds like some, Pedophile shit,” Jason responds. “Whatever man, while your having a stupid video game cock-fest, I’m going to be getting my mack on.”

It was 3:52. Sam said she would meet me at Starbucks at 4:00. Enough time to wait outside 7 eleven to give money to someone for a pack of smokes.
“Cheapest kind you can get,” I ask him. I get the pack “Canadian Classics.”
Is that really what my lungs are going to look like? Just put it in your mouth and light, I tell myself. I get a text from Sam asking where I am. Walking towards Starbucks, wearing blue jeans and a white t-shirt, cigarette in mouth, I respond. Deepen your voice I remind myself as I approach a girl that’s closer to my mom’s age then mine. But as I get closer I realize she looks young for her age. Phew!
“I’m-“
“James, I know” she interrupts.
Keep the conversation steady.
“Sorry, I just got off work a couple minutes ago.” She stares at the cigarettes. “Working at the office is so stressful, so gotta resort to these.”
“Fair enough”, she responds. “Want to go inside?”

“Can I get-“
I browse the coffees, what the hell is a macchiato, sounds mature.
“A macchiato and-“
“I can pay for myself thanks,” Sam interrupts, again.
After she pays she starts to look at the side of my head.
“Do I have something on my face,” I ask while rubbing my face.
“No, you just have young bone structure”.
My palms begin to sweat.
“My mother drank during her pregnancy,” I lie. Phew!

Right as I grab my macchiato I hear someone call my name from behind. “James, what are you doing here? Who’s this girl your with? And why do you smell like cigarettes?”
Not cool. It is my mother and her boyfriend. My gut drops like a paratrooper jumping from a plane. My mouth becomes dry. Fight or flight. I don’t wait for an awkward silence before I am half way down the block, running home, to Facebook message Jason.

four

you do not whisper in my ear
you speak anonymously, as though i wasn’t here
i want to say
you are the ones not here

but there were four
count them
thumb to wedding finger
mammals
i once did adore

they didn’t give me the time line of their next adventure
after the credits roll
maybe a blooper
or false information...something....right?

No Isaac,
the crickets have began to chirp
goodnight

for some strange reason, the darkness didn’t bring sleep
and sleep didn’t bring dreams
the only image was white
bright...white...light

What did they see?
was it blurry and boozy
was it cloudy cloudy cloudy
was it Disney all cuddly and everything's cool?

the prescription is a doctor's scrawl
making it difficult for me to read let alone comprehend
the end...their ends.

Ray Charles was black blind and could sing
Sally Jane tried to beat the bastard Death
she never realized children with no father are often stronger

Young David was old
never had time to elude
the hospital coffee
never brewed

and Rachel, yes Rachel
incapable of finding her
way from the pain
left us all hanging

don't whisper to me…shout

that’s four in one year
hip-hip-hooray a cheer
boo- hoo a tear

rob- dialogue

Characters:
Jenny: Mother. 37. Stay at home mom.
Rob: Father. 46. Stock broker.
Lisa: Daughter. 16. Grounded.
Michael: Lisa’s Boyfriend. 24


Setting:

Very clean Kitchen. Bottle of wine and candle on Kitchen Island.

(Rob walks in on his Blackberry, Jenny is lighting candles in Kitchen)
Jenny: You’re home. Didn’t you get off work two hours ago.

Rob: Give me a second (typing on blackberry)

Jenny: (smiles) I’ve made you’re favorite-

Rob: Where’s Lisa?

Jenny: (pause and approach husband) I thought it would be nice if we got some alone time.

Rob: Cut the bull shit Jenny Elisabeth , where’s my daughter?

Jenny: (Blushes. Quietly says) I let her go to Michael’s house.

Rob: Michael. She’s ground-

Jenny: ed. I know. But-

Rob: Yes.

Jenny: Well, she said she would clean up her act.

Rob: Said?

Jenny: Yes, and I decided to look in her room to see if that was that case.

Rob: And..

Jenny: I didn’t find any open booze or condom rappers, so i thought-

Rob: Thought? You don’t think. That’s my job. I make the money because I can process thought.

Jenny: Rob…

Rob: Don’t “Rob” me.
(Awkward silence)

Jenny: (Jenny pleads while Rob rolls his eyes) I cleaned the house all day, made your-

Rob: Favorite dinner and yadda-

Jenny: If you’d let me finish.

Rob: (pause) Well, what are you waiting for.

Jenny: You’ve been busy with work-

Rob: Making money.

Jenny: Yes, making money. But after work you go have a beer with the other guys-

Rob: Are you grounding me now, letting our daughter out and giving me a curfew?

Jenny: I’m just saying-

Rob: You’re always saying things. Saying this and saying that. Just Say it! (pause) Listen, I’m home on weekends and nights.

Jenny: But-

Rob: Always with the buts.
(Jenny starts to walk out, Rob grabs her by the arm)

Jenny: (glares at Rob) This started as a discussion about me letting Lisa out, and look what you’ve turned it into (point at rob).

Rob: What I’ve turned it into? You let her go to Michaels house.

Jenny: What’s wrong with Michael?

Rob: Nothing at all. I’m happy to see my 16 year old daughter spend time with her boyfriend who is only thirteen year younger then YOU, Jenny. When she’s grounded.

Jenny: You think I don’t care about the well being of OUR daughter?
(pause)

Rob: I’m hungry.

Jenny: (glares) Fix it yourself-

Rob: I spend all day at the office and I ask a simple request for some food from my wife that has been doing shit all at home all day and she won’t agree.

Jenny: I wish, I could record our conversation and-

Rob: And, what? Send it into child service. You’re a fucking adult Jenny, start acting like one.

Jenny: (starts to cry)

Rob: OH (pause). I’m sorry.(tries to give her a hug)

Jenny: Get off me! (push Rob)

Rob: You haven’t seen me all day and you won’t even give me a hug? I’m going to the bar. (Rob leaves)

Jenny: (grabs telephone, crying) Lisa. It’s mom (pause.) Can you come home?(pause.) No you’re not in trouble (pause. ) Don’t worry, he just left. (pause.) Yes Michael can come over. (pause.) See you soon.

duh nuh nuh!

Jill is a multi-tasker. Making herself pretty and driving at the same time. Silly, silly Jill. “If I don’t look pretty, my boss will kill me!” Boom! Already dead.